My rating: 4 of 5 stars
Ash and Nathan’s story begins on a scorching day in Philadelphia, when a rough‑edged scaffolder shouting outside a trauma specialist’s office pushes psychology major Nate to confront him. From there, Ash’s perspective reveals the depth of his heartbreak: after nearly twenty years together, four children, and a lifetime of shared memories, he’s been drowning in anxiety and grief since their split. He blames himself for letting fear sabotage their marriage, and living without Nate has become unbearable. Now, desperate and determined, Ash is ready to fight for the man he still loves — hoping it isn’t too late to win him back.
This story was absolutely packed with emotion. The deep love between Ash and Nathan is undeniable, and that’s what makes the heartbreak hit even harder — because this isn’t a story with a happy ending, at least not yet. Their determination to be good parents, to protect their children from the fallout of their broken relationship, was powerful and beautifully written. I loved how clearly their feelings came through on the page. Every emotion — grief, longing, regret, love — was so easy to feel and understand. The writing made their pain real, and their devotion to their family even more moving. It’s a heartbreaking story, but one that completely pulled me in. I can’t wait to read the next book in this duology and see where their journey leads. This was an MM story with mature content and BDSM-like dynamics.
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